Tuesday, December 08, 2009
woohoo~ It has been a FUN holiday! =)
painted my room a few days ago.. haha. and it is a nice shade of PINK! ry and my feet are hurting by the end of the day. but my 2nd sis, ry and I had an enjoyable time painting! refurnished my room and it seems neater.. for now..
yesterday went to my big sis house to help her clean her room! haha =) then.. ry and i slacked on the couch and watch kangxilaile.
went sentosa today! haha, it has been ten years since i've been there >.<" anyway, it was very fun and i enjoy the peopleless beach~
haish. however, life's not all that smooth sailing.. i cant change my major because of my A levels results. bleahs. really.. 一失足成千古恨 if only i aced my GP. humph. nevermind.. i really gotta work harder for my chinese.
alright, i am preparing the emcee script for my big sis's wedding now~
cant wait to meet up with scandalous and the debaters~~~~~~ =)
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Yoohoo!!!
exams are over! haha. but i think i didnt do well for cl1101E. haha. this is my only paper with insufficient time =( oh well. nvm. there's a word which i dont know how to read and we are supposed to write the hanyupinyin! lol, i was so desperate that i asked the teacher for help and he said "非常抱歉，我不能说！" ***sobs*** and the worst thing is, I KNEW THE PRONUNCIATION haha but i didnt trust myself and wrote something else.. oh well.
well, but tuesday was still a good day. after the paper, ry and i went to dhoby ghaut.. haha, and again we were lost >.<" we are always lost. haha. i wonder why. anyway, we managed to find cathay and we wen to eat nihon mura! haha. and the total bill was only $16, yummy and cheap. after eating we went to watch 2012~ lol, the movie was great but i really prefer the light-hearted animations much more... heh. next movie to watch: planet 51!!!!
heh heh. then.. this morning went to jurong point to eat delifrance... but apparently it has disappeared. =.="
hmm.. it has been long since i post pics here~ so.. here you go~ it's me and my cutie pie =))
heh heh. some random BANANA pics here. one of my favourite fruits! (sry tzelin!) lol, dont understand why she hates such yummy fruit. anyway, this banana is really special...
lol... before and after peeling.. so cool right?
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
yo~
haish. went to the dental clinic today to mold one of my tooth. haha. the whole "crowning" treatment costs $665. gosh. *heart aches* oh well.... the bigger issue is with my jaw. i have this problem with my jaw which does not allow me to open my mouth too big. and the dentist had to wait for me to open and close my jaws... for more than ten times! after that my jaw felt really tired and weird. humph. it is scary because after the dental treatment, i cant yawn properly without my jaw being stuck.
lol. today ry was damn cute. he tried to catch a dragonfly at the deck >.<" sometimes i cant stand him with his obsession with insects, especially COCKROACHES. haha!!
Monday, November 16, 2009
good morning!
i am in school now (*yawns)
these days have been rather productive for me, I have finished compiling the notes for history of chinese literature and toda
y, I am going to compile my notes for new media. good luck to me~
last thursday I met yihui gor on my way to tuition! it was quite dramatic as we walked pass each other while crossing the road from the opposite directions. haha. I was daydreaming as usual and he waved to me! well, I would have stopped to talk to him if i were not rushing for tuition =(
yesterday my sister's wedding pastries arrived and she was busy delivering them to relatives and neighbors. and this coming saturday my baby sister is going to shanghai~ woohoo~
I just hope that I will score well in the examinations and be on the Dean's list~ haha. yeah I know, I am a dreamer, a true blue Pisces.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Just read a blog written by someone random. I was truly touched by all his entries, either on studies or relationships. I don't know why I am so interested in him, but there's something about him which has attracted me a lot. I realised web 2.0 really gives you no privacy. Haha, I found out all I could about him and stumbled upon his blog. His passion for chinese was really impressive. It has made me reflect on myself....
Friends around me should have known that I am having trouble coping with the chinese modules in NUS and I am currently thinking of appealing to MOE for a change of major. I have talked to my sister and she has said something which is 一针见血. She said, "You are someone who is afraid failure and never dare to step out of your comfort zone." This is so true.
My ambitions have been changing... changing to the tracks which I deemed I am most suitable for. However... is this really the case?
I went JSS because I was afraid of competition in the SAP schools and I'd rather study in a school with familiar faces and no special stream. I chose a triple-science class because all my friends were there. I chose JJC also because of my friends and the less-competitive environment. I took up the MOE LEP scholarship for the money. I chose NUS FASS because I got C for my GP and did not dare to apply for Mass Comm. in NTU. I chose to take up the MOE Teaching scholarship because my teacher mentors complimented me, and for the prestige of it. However, now I want to give up on Chinese because it is too difficult.
I have received an invitation from University Scholars Programme due to a recommendation by my English professor, Dr. Hiramoto. She is one of the most admirable teacher whom I have met. But once again, I have decided to turn it down because I don't think that I could cope with the stress and the additional modules I have to take if I were a U scholar. I have till 30th Nov to finalise my decision but I doubt I have the courage to take up this challenge.
Sigh. I feel totally ashamed of myself. I was never willing to do something which I have no confidence in. However, he is trying so hard to achieve his goals and yet I am whining and lamenting. Moreover, his blog entries are full of hope and meaningful content while mine is simply full of lamentations. How shallower can I be?
I am really wondering if I should take up the challenge and continue studying Chinese...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Shitty. I was so pissed.
Just received an email saying that new media final exam will only cover the content after week 8. Yesterday I have spent the WHOLE day mugging through previous lectures of NM. URGH. WHAT A WASTE OF TIME and ink... I have copied all the main points of the readings onto my lecture notes and SHITTY.
Sigh, it doesn't pay off being hardworking yeah?
*curses the NM department*
Sunday, November 08, 2009
it's sunday.
i've spent the whole day doing... nothing. haha. i don't know why, i didn't study, didn't play, didn't do anything... weird. one day is gone just like that.
hmm... right. i should get my momentum back and start doing something constructive.
AIM: revise at least one chapter of history of chinese literature.. Zzz.
