insomnic

my insomnia is getting from bad to worse. the last two days have been complete torment for me. yesterday i lied on the bed from 12 to 2am, cant sleep, woke up, drank some chocolate milk and hot milo, study (not because im hardworking but because i had nothing to do) till 4am, get onto bed again...still cant sleep. started counting... till maybe about 200 clouds... and i THINK i slept. but it doesnt seem like it...
woke up with eyes super dry.. and remembered that i still have a can of nescafe in the fridge (gotten free from the open house), drank half and ate some bread, went to mpsh. alighted at the wrong stop but i was super early.. saw matt standing at a very significant spot, said hi, went to the toilet, got back to the spot, matt appeared, eugene appeared, chatted, didnt see tabby nor ben. heard tabby's voice, oh lucky, she sat beside matt. zzzzz... finished the paper in an hour, left the examination hall. decided to take a walk to the library, walked past the pool, felt like jumping in.
stomach was growling, finally received a message from my sis, had lunch together, the deck's western stall is quite bad.
went back to the library to mug... decided that i could sleep, went back to pgp, lied on the bed... zzz. fell asleep after an hour of rolling...
woke up around 6, studied a bit, ate cereal, played till now, nearly 11pm. am just going to look through the past year papers for now, and hopefully... sleep.