why i want to move out

yes. i am constantly being reminded of why i want to move out. well actually, i need to move out, to protect my sanity.

i know i am lucky enough to have a place to stay in, but it's a place where i can't call home. there's no comfort, no privacy, no loving persons. it is where i really detest going back to.

ever since i moved home, there wasnt a night where i can get a good night rest, unless my sister is not home, mostly on a saturday night, but sadly, not every.

it is not a big problem i know, come on, it's just sleep. but since i can afford staying out, why should i be at a place where i dread? hah, my other sister still asked me why i like staying out so much. duh.

cant wait till 27th july.

i just needed an avenue to rant a little, and i am still the happy old me.